Blessings dear family!
Recognizing my audience has grown exponentially recently, I realize a current update is past due. As always, so much awesomeness and intensity has been squeezed into the span of just a few short months. My last post came during the midst of a very powerful month in L.A. Complete surrender and trust were the themes for that round and the prize for following my guidance and trusting in Great Spirit was even deeper remembrance and recognition of just how powerful us humans are when we set our egos aside and let Jah flow through us unrestricted. In the most vulnerable moment of my life, when I felt lost, exposed and with no one or nowhere to turn and feeling as if I was just going to disintegrate from the sheer velocity of the fall- I finally figured out that I do in fact have wings and they are hummingbird wings at that. It kind of reminds me of that scene from Point Break when Keanu jumped from the plane without a parachute- in that moment he fully surrendered to the Divine plan. And so, after a decade of living in San Diego and avoiding Los Angeles like the plague, I finally dove off the cliff head first, arms stretched wide, and let the city of Angels work her magic on me in a way that fully opened and exposed my raw wounds of fear and lack and left me know where to hide and with no option but to fully love the illusion into dissolution.
After these lessons had been embraced, I was swept north along the California coast with my dear sister Lightning Heart. We had a magical journey lasting several weeks as we meandered through the sweet majestic towns that make up central cali while taking lots of opportunity to sing, meditate, hug trees and circulate love through our hearts and back out to all sentient beings. It was a most healing time as it had been a number of years since I had been up the coast. We arrived in San Fran shortly before Thanksgiving and shared in some beautiful meals with new friends and old. We were considering continuing north to Oregon when we randomly found plane tickets to Maui leaving in two days. My intention had been to be back on island before the Solstice and planetary alignments although I was unsure as to how it would all flow seeing I only had about $20 in my pocket at the time. But oh how miraculous the world is and as mama Maui is known to do- she brought me home just in the nick of time. Stepping off the plane was one of the sweetest sensations- I've never felt so energetically loved by a place as I do here. Walking on the beach my second day I reached down to instinctively pull something deep out of the sand that turned out to be a Cowrie shell as big as the palm of my hand! Can I just reinforce again how incredible life is!! There is so much beauty all around us to behold if only we can attune our perception to focus on the miracles that are constantly unfolding in our unique versions of reality. So once again I have been drawn back to the Aina to rest and recharge my batteries and I am so grateful for this time to heal and transmute all of the energy I connected with during my travels. Falling asleep on a sailboat in the Lahaina harbor last week I could hear the whales singing me sweet lullabies as I was rocked off to dream land by mama Ocean. This land is powerful and very healing and I am giving myself permission to fully indulge in all she has to offer. Sometimes it is challenging to explain to people what it is exactly that I am doing as there is very little that is tangible to show for all of my hard work, and yet as I continue to receive guidance about how to share and hold the vibration of love in order to raise the collective consciousness, I continue to be supported in the most magnificent ways by the Great Spirit. I have come to a place of peace and acceptance that at this point in my life my work and mission as a world-bridger is in the invisible realms. I've been joking that my spiel when people ask me what I do for a living will be to say that I work in the field of subtle energetics; a.k.a the hyper-dimensional etheric realms where Source resides and guides all actions, thoughts & feelings- where we remember the truth that everything is an expression of LOVE.
So for now I am tucked away in the jungle on a hill top overlooking the ocean of peace, on the slope of Pele's playground of Haleakala. With the love and support of dear friends and open hearts, I am remembering how to sing, play drums, work with medicine, draw and rejoice and dance in order to feed my soul in celebration for this sacred life I am so fortunate to be experiencing. There is so much more to share about the next big piece of this puzzle that I will save it for another post coming soon. Till then my hope is that this ONE giant heart of ours knows just how truly beautiful it is to our creator and that we are all amazing and our own unique colors of the rainbow! Much love and blessings to la familia!
Recognizing my audience has grown exponentially recently, I realize a current update is past due. As always, so much awesomeness and intensity has been squeezed into the span of just a few short months. My last post came during the midst of a very powerful month in L.A. Complete surrender and trust were the themes for that round and the prize for following my guidance and trusting in Great Spirit was even deeper remembrance and recognition of just how powerful us humans are when we set our egos aside and let Jah flow through us unrestricted. In the most vulnerable moment of my life, when I felt lost, exposed and with no one or nowhere to turn and feeling as if I was just going to disintegrate from the sheer velocity of the fall- I finally figured out that I do in fact have wings and they are hummingbird wings at that. It kind of reminds me of that scene from Point Break when Keanu jumped from the plane without a parachute- in that moment he fully surrendered to the Divine plan. And so, after a decade of living in San Diego and avoiding Los Angeles like the plague, I finally dove off the cliff head first, arms stretched wide, and let the city of Angels work her magic on me in a way that fully opened and exposed my raw wounds of fear and lack and left me know where to hide and with no option but to fully love the illusion into dissolution.
After these lessons had been embraced, I was swept north along the California coast with my dear sister Lightning Heart. We had a magical journey lasting several weeks as we meandered through the sweet majestic towns that make up central cali while taking lots of opportunity to sing, meditate, hug trees and circulate love through our hearts and back out to all sentient beings. It was a most healing time as it had been a number of years since I had been up the coast. We arrived in San Fran shortly before Thanksgiving and shared in some beautiful meals with new friends and old. We were considering continuing north to Oregon when we randomly found plane tickets to Maui leaving in two days. My intention had been to be back on island before the Solstice and planetary alignments although I was unsure as to how it would all flow seeing I only had about $20 in my pocket at the time. But oh how miraculous the world is and as mama Maui is known to do- she brought me home just in the nick of time. Stepping off the plane was one of the sweetest sensations- I've never felt so energetically loved by a place as I do here. Walking on the beach my second day I reached down to instinctively pull something deep out of the sand that turned out to be a Cowrie shell as big as the palm of my hand! Can I just reinforce again how incredible life is!! There is so much beauty all around us to behold if only we can attune our perception to focus on the miracles that are constantly unfolding in our unique versions of reality. So once again I have been drawn back to the Aina to rest and recharge my batteries and I am so grateful for this time to heal and transmute all of the energy I connected with during my travels. Falling asleep on a sailboat in the Lahaina harbor last week I could hear the whales singing me sweet lullabies as I was rocked off to dream land by mama Ocean. This land is powerful and very healing and I am giving myself permission to fully indulge in all she has to offer. Sometimes it is challenging to explain to people what it is exactly that I am doing as there is very little that is tangible to show for all of my hard work, and yet as I continue to receive guidance about how to share and hold the vibration of love in order to raise the collective consciousness, I continue to be supported in the most magnificent ways by the Great Spirit. I have come to a place of peace and acceptance that at this point in my life my work and mission as a world-bridger is in the invisible realms. I've been joking that my spiel when people ask me what I do for a living will be to say that I work in the field of subtle energetics; a.k.a the hyper-dimensional etheric realms where Source resides and guides all actions, thoughts & feelings- where we remember the truth that everything is an expression of LOVE.
So for now I am tucked away in the jungle on a hill top overlooking the ocean of peace, on the slope of Pele's playground of Haleakala. With the love and support of dear friends and open hearts, I am remembering how to sing, play drums, work with medicine, draw and rejoice and dance in order to feed my soul in celebration for this sacred life I am so fortunate to be experiencing. There is so much more to share about the next big piece of this puzzle that I will save it for another post coming soon. Till then my hope is that this ONE giant heart of ours knows just how truly beautiful it is to our creator and that we are all amazing and our own unique colors of the rainbow! Much love and blessings to la familia!
